i wish that wasn't the case. but it is. i wish i could fix myself and take away all the shit that i've been through; the stuff that no one even knows about. no one even knows how much pain i'm in all the time. shit. i feel like i'm constantly caving in. literally all my insides are just caving in. i hate feeling like its so hard to just exist.
i've been listening to Something Corporate- Konstantine on repeat for like an hour. Best song in the world.
i need a fucking cigarette.
FML.
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I'm sorry you're hurting lindsey. I hope it all just gets better for you. Easier said than done obviously. But you have people that care about you. I hope you never forget that.You're pretty valueable. And I know you're not religious or anything, but seriously, never underestimate the power of prayer :] I love you girl.
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