Fuck me, right?

God my parents make me fucking sick. All summer when i was working my ass off trying to get a job applying at at LEAST 100 places they bitched about how i'm doing nothing with my life and just wasting it and taking advantage and just being lazy. They said as soon as I start going to school and working they'd lay off. WHAT THE FUCK i go to school full time and I work as many hours as my job will let me. I work every day. And I help out around the house. I have NEVER asked them ONCE for money since i was fucking 14 and i started working. But apparently I'm sooooo ungrateful and take advantage of them. I'm the least ungrateful person in the world. OH my goosssshhhhhhhh. I'm so sick of hearing what a terrible person I am. I'm fucking amazing. God I'm so fucking sick of my parents. They want me to get up at 7 every morning JUST so that I can be productive and do NOTHING. what the hell am i going to do at 7 in the fucking morning. AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. god i wish i had somewhere to just leave. i hate it in my fucking house. i'm so sick of being told how terrible i am. i'm a good person. a good friend. and a good daughter. fuck. i'm going absolutely crazy. oh my gosh. i just want to go far far faarrrrr away. but i have no where to go. maybe i'll just go live with my grandparents or something for a little while. I'm so sick of being stuck in this stupid rut. Fuck I feel like I have NOTHING right now. I dont even really have any good friends that live within 100 miles of me. Like right now. I have no where I can fucking go. I'm just so sick of being told how worthless I am. It gets a little old after 20 years. And I'm too broke to afford to migraine medicine so I just have to deal with my insane migraines til the 19th when I can afford to refill my prescription. uugggghhhh. At least i refilled my other prescription or i would be even worse off than i am right now. I'm just so sick of feeling so miserable all the time :( and I dont even know what I can do about it :( I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. Fuck me, right?